Days 71 - 74
Mar. 14th, 2016 08:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bipolar366Cycle: mixed state
Mood: exhausted but energized
Created: paranormal romance, YA supernatural adventure
Writing continues apace; I've just hit 100k for the year, and am about to finish the first draft of a new novel. (Well, it's more like a novella at this point, but I think it will gain a lot more in draft two.) More bad career news, but I have another opportunity that I am going to try. It is not the career I spent so many years and so much time and energy and money pursuing, but it is work, and that is something I need. (It is also health insurance, which I also need.)
I am feeling positive, but also sad. I think I am mourning the career. This feels like the end. I know, logically, it doesn't have to be the end, but that is how it feels, and now I have to deal with that.
I think I've moved out of the depression into a mixed state. That is somewhat of an improvement.
Mood: exhausted but energized
Created: paranormal romance, YA supernatural adventure
Writing continues apace; I've just hit 100k for the year, and am about to finish the first draft of a new novel. (Well, it's more like a novella at this point, but I think it will gain a lot more in draft two.) More bad career news, but I have another opportunity that I am going to try. It is not the career I spent so many years and so much time and energy and money pursuing, but it is work, and that is something I need. (It is also health insurance, which I also need.)
I am feeling positive, but also sad. I think I am mourning the career. This feels like the end. I know, logically, it doesn't have to be the end, but that is how it feels, and now I have to deal with that.
I think I've moved out of the depression into a mixed state. That is somewhat of an improvement.
