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bipolar366Cycle: depression
Mood: depressed
Created: paranormal romance
Spent the day prepping for a trip out of town next week. Also, being depressed and trying not to let it drag me down. I am so, so tired of depression, and suicidal thoughts, and, hell, of being tired in the first place. I don't miss the mania, because it is dangerous and overwhelming in its own way, but I miss feeling energy and happiness and like I could take on the world.
I have to be social a lot next week. Even though it is with people I love, it will still be hard. I hope the depression doesn't ruin it.
Mood: depressed
Created: paranormal romance
Spent the day prepping for a trip out of town next week. Also, being depressed and trying not to let it drag me down. I am so, so tired of depression, and suicidal thoughts, and, hell, of being tired in the first place. I don't miss the mania, because it is dangerous and overwhelming in its own way, but I miss feeling energy and happiness and like I could take on the world.
I have to be social a lot next week. Even though it is with people I love, it will still be hard. I hope the depression doesn't ruin it.
