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bipolar366Cycle: depression
Mood: depressed
Created: pottery
Sixty-one days into a new year, and I am still in the same place I was when I started. Fuck, I think this might be doing more damage to my mental health than it is doing good.
Bad things: depressed, broke the news to my writing group I can't attend our reunion this year, a failure at everything ever, unmedicated, dear friend has major surgery tomorrow, and did I mention depressed?
Good things: managed a couple pieces in the pottery studio today. Neither were what I set out to make, but both are okay. Great drive to pottery: music up, sun shining (even though it was cold), hit [a totally legal speed, I swear] by the end of the interstate on-ramp, engine growling. Reminded me that I love to drive, and I love to drive this car in particular, and I love road trips. I have one coming up, so that was a good reminder.
Mood: depressed
Created: pottery
Sixty-one days into a new year, and I am still in the same place I was when I started. Fuck, I think this might be doing more damage to my mental health than it is doing good.
Bad things: depressed, broke the news to my writing group I can't attend our reunion this year, a failure at everything ever, unmedicated, dear friend has major surgery tomorrow, and did I mention depressed?
Good things: managed a couple pieces in the pottery studio today. Neither were what I set out to make, but both are okay. Great drive to pottery: music up, sun shining (even though it was cold), hit [a totally legal speed, I swear] by the end of the interstate on-ramp, engine growling. Reminded me that I love to drive, and I love to drive this car in particular, and I love road trips. I have one coming up, so that was a good reminder.
